These years of blogging through my Asperger's Journey have been very, very helpful for me. I understand some of my children, my spouse, and some other family members so much better now. And I am so thankful to God for giving wisdom. And thankful for all of you who commented and shared your insights and encouragement!
I do believe you can have a relationship with an aspie. I do believe you can learn good ways to communicate with an aspie. I do know it is very hard work. I also know it can be extremely rewarding.
The Jan Silvious "Foolproofing Your Life" book really threw a wrench in things for me. Because while I believe one can successfully communicate with an aspie, I do not believe one can communicate well with a fool. And I believe I am dealing with an aspie . . . who is also a fool.
One who is consistently acting foolishly, at least. And I believe God can change him. And as far as the marriage goes, I'm not going anywhere . . . not physically anyway. But my expectations for "Good Aspergers Relationship" are now erased and replaced with "Let a man meet a bear robbed of her cubs rather than a fool in his folly." You see, I've been foolish myself for too long. But I am emotionally distanced now. I've moved from trying to hiding. Communicating with the polite kindness one would show to a stranger.
And the crazy thing is . . . I am so much more content. Peaceful. More rested.
I think my blog is now complete. (Blog2Print dot com has a 15% off sale code simplysave15 and I plan to print a copy keepsake blog book and cease posting here. Anyone is welcome to print any parts of this blog. I have no copyright.)
I encourage you to keep learning about Asperger's Syndrome, and to keep loving your aspies. They are not all fools. (And God can make the foolish wise!) I will always keep praying.
aspmom
Friday, March 23, 2012
Monday, February 13, 2012
Are You a Christian Whose Spouse Has Aspergers Syndrome?
The book I am recommending (aka SCREAMING FROM THE ROOFTOPS THAT YOU NEED TO PURCHASE RIGHT THIS MINUTE, available on the free downloadable amazon kindle app to your phone or computer!) below will certainly not be characteristic of all aspies. Some acknowledge their diagnosis and sincerely work hard on their relationships. But many do not. Which leaves many spouses in despair.
In the back of "The Emotionally Destructive Relationship Book" by Leslie Vernick she lists other helpful resources. One is called "Foolproofing Your Life: How to Deal Effectively With the Impossible People in Your Life" by Jan Silvious. Here's a quote:
"The reason you remain in turmoil is that you are trying to relate to someone who has some wonderful qualities mixed with a perplexing set of destructive characteristics. In the beginning you may have admired this person, but soon you found yourself mired in the chaos that seems to characterize the relationship. One minute you hear your own laughter, and you hope against hope that all is well. The next minute you're on the defensive in response to some inane comment or emotional jab made at you by this one to whom you are trying to relate. If you protest, invariably the person denies he has said or done anything inappropriate. In a few twists of the facts, he tries to convince you that you're a bitter person or just 'oversensitive.' When you've been labeled with all other conceivable insults, there sometimes comes the appellation you hate more than any other: 'crazy.' It leaves you bleeding. What can you possibly do or say to counter that one? By the the time the encounter is over, you are kicking yourself for even mentioning that you have feelings."
And that, my friends, was found on page seven. The plot thickens and gets so much richer as you continue to read. Here I've been struggling, thinking the Bible just does not address the particular relational issues that come with Asperger's Syndrome. Thinking the average Christian counselor won't know how to deal with this unique scenario. Well, that simply ain't true. And this book shows you exactly where you need to turn in God's Word to glean the wisdom and answers you need right now.
Simply stunned at the moment,
aspmom
In the back of "The Emotionally Destructive Relationship Book" by Leslie Vernick she lists other helpful resources. One is called "Foolproofing Your Life: How to Deal Effectively With the Impossible People in Your Life" by Jan Silvious. Here's a quote:
"The reason you remain in turmoil is that you are trying to relate to someone who has some wonderful qualities mixed with a perplexing set of destructive characteristics. In the beginning you may have admired this person, but soon you found yourself mired in the chaos that seems to characterize the relationship. One minute you hear your own laughter, and you hope against hope that all is well. The next minute you're on the defensive in response to some inane comment or emotional jab made at you by this one to whom you are trying to relate. If you protest, invariably the person denies he has said or done anything inappropriate. In a few twists of the facts, he tries to convince you that you're a bitter person or just 'oversensitive.' When you've been labeled with all other conceivable insults, there sometimes comes the appellation you hate more than any other: 'crazy.' It leaves you bleeding. What can you possibly do or say to counter that one? By the the time the encounter is over, you are kicking yourself for even mentioning that you have feelings."
And that, my friends, was found on page seven. The plot thickens and gets so much richer as you continue to read. Here I've been struggling, thinking the Bible just does not address the particular relational issues that come with Asperger's Syndrome. Thinking the average Christian counselor won't know how to deal with this unique scenario. Well, that simply ain't true. And this book shows you exactly where you need to turn in God's Word to glean the wisdom and answers you need right now.
Simply stunned at the moment,
aspmom
Sunday, February 12, 2012
More Resources
Commenters have suggested "The Emotionally Destructive Relationship Book" by Leslie Vernick. Thank you all for the great recommendation! This very biblical resource should prove helpful to both men and women who are struggling with difficult relationships.
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Best Asperger's Marriage Book!
Written by a man with Asperger's Syndrome, The Journal of Best Practices: A Memoir of Marriage, Asperger Syndrome, and One Man's Quest to Be a Better Husband by David Finch, is the only "autism book" that has ever made me deeply empathize with someone who has aspergers.
The author clearly has strong autistic traits . . . and he writes of his very deep love and appreciation for his wife. Ummmm . . . wow? Uncommon, almost unrealistic, and yet, oh, so encouraging!
Full of extremely foul language and definitely rated R for adult content (so much so that I may not keep it around for fear of my children picking it up and reading it), I heartily recommend that all aspie's wives read this book.
Here's a post that introduces the book, written by the book's author: http://jerobison.blogspot.com/2011/12/love-is-blind-marriage-is-eye-opener.html
The author clearly has strong autistic traits . . . and he writes of his very deep love and appreciation for his wife. Ummmm . . . wow? Uncommon, almost unrealistic, and yet, oh, so encouraging!
Full of extremely foul language and definitely rated R for adult content (so much so that I may not keep it around for fear of my children picking it up and reading it), I heartily recommend that all aspie's wives read this book.
Here's a post that introduces the book, written by the book's author: http://jerobison.blogspot.com/2011/12/love-is-blind-marriage-is-eye-opener.html
On Grief and Letting Go
From the book Boundaries:
"Let go. Face what you will never have from this person, or who this person symbolizes. This will be like a funeral. You will go through the stages of grief--denial, bargaining, anger, sadness, acceptance.... You will be amazed at how much can change in your life when you finally begin to let go of what you can never have.
Letting go is the way to serenity. Grief is the path."
"Let go. Face what you will never have from this person, or who this person symbolizes. This will be like a funeral. You will go through the stages of grief--denial, bargaining, anger, sadness, acceptance.... You will be amazed at how much can change in your life when you finally begin to let go of what you can never have.
Letting go is the way to serenity. Grief is the path."
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Who is Responsible for the Want?
From the book Boundaries:
"Your disappointed desire is what hurts you. The problem lies in who is responsible for the WANT. It's your want, not his. You are responsible for getting it fulfilled, not him. That is a rule of life. We do not get everything we want and we must all grieve over our disappointments instead of punish others for them. . . . Problems arise when we make someone else responsible for our needs and wants, and when we blame them for our disappointments."
Oweee.
Okay, yep. And aspie spouses do a whole lot of grieving.
We also do a whole lot of blaming.
Deep sigh.
"I can't think about that right now. If I do, I'll go crazy.
I'll think about that tomorrow."
I'm so with you on that one, Scarlett O'Hara!
;)
"Your disappointed desire is what hurts you. The problem lies in who is responsible for the WANT. It's your want, not his. You are responsible for getting it fulfilled, not him. That is a rule of life. We do not get everything we want and we must all grieve over our disappointments instead of punish others for them. . . . Problems arise when we make someone else responsible for our needs and wants, and when we blame them for our disappointments."
Oweee.
Okay, yep. And aspie spouses do a whole lot of grieving.
We also do a whole lot of blaming.
Deep sigh.
"I can't think about that right now. If I do, I'll go crazy.
I'll think about that tomorrow."
I'm so with you on that one, Scarlett O'Hara!
;)
Monday, January 16, 2012
Boundaries, Ladies. "Boundaries!"
Aspie spouses . . . get your hands on the book "Boundaries" by Cloud and Townsend as quickly as you can. It will help you learn how to get over the guilt in a good way. (Maybe you didn't even know you were acting out of guilt . . . or that you were being manipulated and controlled by Mr. Nice Guy, or MIL, or siblings, or your boss, or others....)
You will learn how to set some limits on how you will and will not be treated and for what you will and will not put up with. You will meet with resistance at first. But then you will find that your limits are respected. And you will feel more free and more happy than you have in a long time.
Many thanks to those who shared this wonderful resource with me! "Over 2 million copies sold" and it's easy to see why. This book is recommended by countless biblical counselors and is not at all encouraging selfishness. Now stop reading this blog post and go order the book! :)
You will learn how to set some limits on how you will and will not be treated and for what you will and will not put up with. You will meet with resistance at first. But then you will find that your limits are respected. And you will feel more free and more happy than you have in a long time.
Many thanks to those who shared this wonderful resource with me! "Over 2 million copies sold" and it's easy to see why. This book is recommended by countless biblical counselors and is not at all encouraging selfishness. Now stop reading this blog post and go order the book! :)
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