Making memories. What's that?
As if normal holiday stress were not difficult enough, the dull and deep ache of loneliness prevails and casts a shadow over the joys of the season.
I carry the load. I make the memories. I keep the traditions. Without me, the children would have very little by way of expression of celebration.
To outsiders, we look like a happy couple. And, sometimes, we are. But, lately, the majority of the time . . . not so much. It's time for another humdrum holiday.
What can I do? What will help?
Look beyond the shadow. Turn toward thankfulness to be able to turn away from the ache.
Pray to be able to make meaning out of the madness.
Your situation may be incredibly crazy-making. But you are not crazy.
And, always remember that you are not alone.